I wish I could

just disappear

seems so likely,

yet I can’t really find a way,

keep wanting to come back,

don’t even take the time,

to really unwind,

such a tight grip

on my state of mind.

Hide me in the light

and I’ll walk away,

put me in the shadows

and life remains the same.

I’m a silent recluse

no one gets in my head,

I’ll tell you anyway

if you’re willing

to listen to

anything at all.

I have to find this hideaway

can’t be so transparent

let you know how I really feel

let you know about my tears.

I’m in my silent recluse

keeps life still needing use.