The skies turned grey
Everything I’d said before
Seemed to be coming true.
Even if I tried to lie,
There wasn’t anyway I might
Get you to believe I didn’t mean any harm.
Problem was I did,
And you knew so well,
I hadn’t any idea why I didn’t see it,
Didn’t care I suppose,
Just didn’t give a shit anymore.
Yet, what brought me back,
I didn’t love you, and that’s what you wanted,
It might be easier to just fuck it all,
Push it aside rather than step in front of any moving trains.
I was wishing to be on the tracks,
And you kept pulling me to the side,
Despite wanting to roll me under the wheels,
You held on …