Just then,

The skies turned grey

Everything I’d said before

Seemed to be coming true.

Even if I tried to lie,

There wasn’t anyway I might

Get you to believe I didn’t mean any harm.

Problem was I did,

And you knew so well,

I hadn’t any idea why I didn’t see it,

Didn’t care I suppose,

Just didn’t give a shit anymore.

Yet, what brought me back,

Wasn’t you,

I didn’t love you, and that’s what you wanted,

It might be easier to just fuck it all,

Push it aside rather than step in front of any moving trains.

I was wishing to be on the tracks,

And you kept pulling me to the side,

Despite wanting to roll me under the wheels,

You held on …