I can’t sleep,
I don’t want to I guess,
rather stay here, avoid my reality,
if while in a state of
worry
I might put off waking up again
~
I always end up having to though,
refresh my mind,
somehow there’s a world outside
expects something, anything sometimes
rather than
repeating the cycle,
some would call it
the circle of life –
I haven’t quite as yet been able to understand
just where to step off …
~
Oh, I did know that YOU would say that.