That Sadness

Sometimes she just appears,

this anomaly I endure.

Always with recognition,

trouble begins with her.

I’d like to know why

I can never let go of my past.

She surrounds me in my room,

the lighting gives off an aura

that only I may feel,

anyone else would only chuckle.

I can see everything so clearly,

I can feel all the light in my mind.

There are days that last forever,

moments remain, always defined.

Sometimes she just appears,

I’m left with always wondering why.

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