Carried around this weight,

My head feeling spacey

Trying to find a reason why.

The world around will go on 

Without my presence,

I’m just a quiet

Reminder anyway.

I’ll sleep tonight

In the sunrise

And the cycle begins

All over again.

Same questions arise,

Some thoughts remain

That bury the beauty

Of a new dawn.

I’ve been asking all night,

I guess I’ll keep that inquiry

Fresh in my mind,

Wishing upon a destiny.

I’m wondering how I possibly

Most of my life,

Despite all otherwise,

Carried around this weight.