I knew what my life was

the whole time

every street I took

every lamp post

I waited for some sign

every night.

I walked home alone,

and wondered

how long this journey

would ever take me.

I kept walking and wandered free.

I tried to ignore a judgment,

stronger than my own,

I tried to listen

to my heart and soul,

but I kept struggling

with what seemed forever

in my mind.

I walk alone now today,

seems just like yesterday.