When I feel most afraid,

when I want to,

yet haven’t the opportunity,

when looking for my frame

of mind to settle rather than

refuse to allow me to rewind.

That is the key right,

the time

when everything seems to matter,

and until we can find the solution,

we are constantly drawn to the confusion.

Its then that we begin to recognize,

we begin to know,

our lives are determined

by our wrongs as much

as we may try to deny,

those are the contracts,

when met that help decide

how soon we might then,

be ready to acknowledge,

our lives are fallible,

then …