measure me more

tell me soon though,

I’ve been tiring of late,

the testing,

leaves me wondering,

about that side of things

curious if there might be purpose,

That’s it,

always it,

wrenching reality

suggests it is on me,

yes it is,

no one else should even have to

be the purveyor,

the savior,

the believer that allows me,

to draw a second card.