I Found a Letter

One of those earth shattering moments

When the truth hurts so badly

One of those I see it this way man

And I’m struck blind

One of those, I wish you could just be a

Normal part of our society

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I found a letter that said these words

That to me felt just bad

Such a powerful word is bad, just bad

Reminds me of so many days

When in the heat of the moment the end

Result again pointed back to me

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I could never run away from my personal demons

They’re always lurking about

Waiting to remind me of that particular

Time while I was searching for

Something is always in the way of my happiness

I think it is easily found

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Because I see it in everyone’s eyes except

My own seem to falter

I want I want I want and then again I really do

And then you tell me once again

Shadows seem to suspend themselves around me

When in the midst of challenge

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I found a letter and it seemed to say that everything

I worry and compel myself with is simply here to stay

Please I would love you to share words, suggestions …